500

My 500th post on my blog
its not easy i think
to keep the blog running for this long...
I've seen some changed their blog
for so many times already...

No...i just dont like to abandon things
maybe im not used to constant changes
its more like i wanna keep everything with me
all the good and bad memories...
thats one of the reason i started blogging too
So to look at a brand new blog
with no records of my previous post
I JUST CANT DO IT XD

CNY is next week
I dont feel that much of excitement
Hopefully its gonna be a good one
its not I KNOW WHATS GOING ON
quite unsure and confused...lol

Anyway its CNY
You cant hate it eventho its a gloomy one XD
Gloomy CNY...sound so scary suddenly...











PS:
LEE JIA WEI early congrats !!
You already won many people's heart :)

Brownish

One week before Chinese New Year
and its freaking calm here
I cant feel the fever that much
Everyone's like YEAH SO WHAT
I think its just me not feeling right
Thats why i dont feel the festive joy

Sometimes you just choose to not feel it
by telling yourself I FEEL NOTHING...XD

But yeah...
There's New Year Biscuits on the table
CNY decos everywhere in the house
CNY new clothes in our wardrobe
Seems like we are all prepared for it
And i should definitely tell myself
to be in CNY mood from now on XD

So good luck preparing for CNY peeps !!












PS:
This year there might be a different way
of celebrating CNY....not sure i'll love it....
but its a new thing...embrace the New*ness...XD
Afterall i did change something on myself this time :)

Typical

All i wanna say is

BOYS dont have to always like soccer and cars
GILRS dont have to like Barbie and high heels
Its not like....
If you dont like to watch World Cup...you're not a guy
You're still a guy even if you dont watch football

This is already 2011 !!
So dont get stuck in the past
and think like people from the past
GUYS cant be scared of cockroaches
GIRLS have to be scared of spiders
What nonsense is that ?!

So dont care about what people say to you
You are the one that know yourself best
Have your own thinking and act your way
The most important thing is your own feeling
Therefore, be happy to be YOU !!

Screw the people who still have the old thinking
Screw those who question YOU
when YOU are not the same with them....
cuz they are not necessarily right...
Appreciate the fact that
there are different personalities living around you
Its not like SHE'S NOT LIKE ME THATS WHY SHE'S WEIRD















Being the First Lady doesnt mean that she cant wear Alexander McQueen XD
Would love to see more RED (yea..you're right...cuz CNY is coming...lol )


PS:
Yeah Im happy that Im different...and
You guys are typical...how sad is that... :)

poker face

We are living in a world
full of lies and fakeness
Everyone is pretending and lying in life
in order to protect ourselves
and sometimes to get what we want

Basically we were trained to be fake
in the process of growing up
If you're not fake enough
You're gonna suffer in this harsh harsh world
Thats why everyone's so fake !!

But sometimes the fakeness is too much
Feel like im in this dangerous place
everyone around me is fake
Im sick of people being fake
Im sick of myself cuz im superrrr fake
Im so fake that I dont even care
if you call me fake anymore...

Im a damn pretender
I lie alot and i act in front of you....
IM FAKE !!!









Creative or just a Camouflage ?? I heart her no matter what...


PS:
Im fake...but im a pro
No...you cant read my poker face :)

Acceleration

Its overwhelming to know that
I am already in the second year of diploma
And I can still remember
when I first got into LKW i was so nervous
Got no friends with me in a new environment
Everything you have to do by yourself
cuz everyone thinks your old enough to deal with things
Didnt know what to do sometimes

I was seriously just going with the flow
and just follow whats everyone's doing...lol

2010 passed so quickly
and Im done with 2 semesters...I dunno how ><
Semester 1 i think i did okay...not giving my best
But its a good start for me...with so new good friends
And im quite satisfied with my result...
Semester 2 was a whole new experience
I think i didnt give my best (regret!!)
I should definitely spend more time
on each and every assignments....
But i went through a lot with my best coursemates
Still happy to have such nice people around me

Now Im sitting here
thinking about how it all passed so fast
regretting for not giving enough effort for sem2
and worrying about my sem2 results....
I seriously have no clue about what i gonna get
but based on my effort im worried....
really really worried....

arghhh....next sem no regret !!
will put 100% in everything i do !!
Hopefully i stick to the plan...finger-crossed...




Megan Fox in Giorgio Armani Prive gown...gorgeous !!




PS:
Regret is one of the worst feelings !!
I really gotta put my 100% in eveything in coming sem...
haiz....worried :(

Skinny Genes - Eliza Doolittle

No Im not Anorexic !!
Im just Skinny....

I can still sense delicious food
Just that I dont eat that much now...
Its not like i want to be skinny...
But i cant do anything about it...


PS:
Food !! Gimme more delicious food !!
and I'll try stuff em all into my mouth.....

Dedicated

Gotta go back to college soon
I think most of us are already dying at home
Due to boredom.....
My holiday is definitely not the most interesting one
Some of them doing part time job or even full time
Some of them went for some fabulous trips to other country
Me being the most not outgoing person in the world
stayed at home most of the time...
watching tv and go online...sometimes draw...
I just love being home :)
So im happy eventhough im not always out there

Class is starting soon
will be going back to the same routine
busy busy life again...
but i like to be busy sometimes XD
Have to really really pay more attention to class
I told myself that when last semester started
But i think i didnt fullfill that ><
So for the coming new semester
I gotta really really be more dedicated

I realize that my knowledge of fashion is like 1%
I feel dumb sometimes when talking about it
So much knowledge needed to be in my brain
need to study more on brands and designers
term and trends...models and new collections
The world of fashion is moving so quickly
Have to learn all of them before they become outdated
100% of dedication is needed

After CNY
gotta start studying :D
upgrading myself to become more competitive
In Fashion...one day you're in
and the next you're out !!
Heidi Klum is so right...
But sometimes...its too tiring

Gimme a break until CNY laaah... XD
















PS:
Chillax is out !!
Time for some fashion classes XD

Dentist Attack...

Few hours ago
I was unwilling to go visit the dentist
Too troublesome for me to drive there (lazy XD)
I just wanna stay at home and not go out
Its easier...nothing to be worried about...

Now after the appointment
I think I should be unwilling to go
cuz the whole thing was really scary...lol
Im so glad that its over now
But i may have to go through the whole thing again
Ahhh why me ?!!!!!

Went through filling and scaling
filling i dont mind that much...
scaling is the scariest part...now i know
it hurts so bad...damn painful during the process
i was like trying to stop the dentist from doing it
From the first few teeth i almost died
knowing that there are still so many to go

Its a new experience
and im sure one part of me
will stop me from going next time...
Hopefully it wont hurt that much next time
For the sake of nice and healthy teeth....















PS:
You wont know how glad i feel now
at least the thing is over....
Next on my To-do-list...cut my hair !! XD

Desperate

I desperately shout for a haircut !!
I look freaking ugly right now with so much hair
But still have to wait for one more week
Dont wanna pay more just because CNY's coming
And wanna keep the new hairstyle until my class starts
So timing is everything XD


PS:
Damn I need a haircut !!
Might try something new too :D

Living with Art

Studying art and design is tough
I get that now...
I know we dont need to memorize equations
or understand scientific theories...
But thats actually the tough part of it

Its not like
You memorize the whole text book
Then you'll get good marks...
You need to understand what is great
and what is not
Thats not enough because everyone has their own
definition of GREAT
Its so hard to please the crowd
and make them love your creations

So its important to have confident
believe in yourself and your taste
in order to make dreams come true
People might not like your design
People might not understand your perspective
Your taste might not be common
But you just cant give up
The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt

I always believe that there's someone out there
that will understand and love your taste
You just have to wait for the right moment
and the right person to give you the support you need
There's no right or wrong in Art
So stop listening to what others think
and believe that you're amazing















She is weird and awkward...but she is high fashion
you might not understand her beauty...but she is gorgeous !!
America's Next Top Model Cycle 15's winner...Ann Ward :)


PS:
Im Amazing !!
Although my design were not shown in public
I AM AMAZING !! muhahahaha....

You know i'm no good...

2011 is here
A brand new year just started
but still doing the same old routine
maybe thats why i didnt feel that excited
Anyway...
Today's the first day of school
Chaotic traffic out there ><

If i were still a student in secondary school
I probably gonna pretend that im sick or something
to skip school XD
Monday blues and school-reopen blues
attacking at the same time...
Pity them who have to return to school
Too bad...everyone just has to go through it once
( its also possible that im the only one
that didnt like school that much...lol )

Saw something from the newspaper
Reminded me to be thankful
I am so lucky to be still alive
and able to do so many things...
There are people out there
that are so unfortunate
and they still facing the challenges
with a smile on their faces
thats really brave...
If i were one of them...
im not sure i'll be as brave...

So im trying my best to make less complaints
and be thankful for what i own :)
although its very hard to do...
but we shall try our best !!

So be more thankful for what we have in 2011
All the best in this brand new year :D



Twiggy !! I would love her if she looks like how she looks in the photos now :)




PS:
Whatever....everything's gonna be fine XD