A.I.N.Y

I love to lie on the sofa...
In a sunny afternoon...
Staring at the ceiling...
Admiring how amazing it looks
when the sunlight splash on it...
And do some thinking...
about everything...

awwhhh i love the feeling !! XD

Today it rained like so many time
but it didnt bother me that much
cuz its rain without lightning and thunders :)
I actually dont hate rain that much
and i kinda like the feeling of
watching the rain at the door...
and think about...things....XD

its beautiful !!
the splashing of water droplets...


PS:i like to think about things
imagine and live in my own world...i guess :D

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢

I totally deleted everything i wrote just now
Cuz i thought it was lame...XD
Gonna start all over again...
isnt this how life suppose to be ??
now you have everything
and the next minute...you got nothing...lol

It's been a week now
without having worries about assignments and stuff
Its great but i really kinda feel empty
after i've done my room cleaning...
i felt more...blank and empty...
its scary to know what you gonna do the next day
its predictable and its scary....
Maybe cuz i've experienced so many surprises
during the semester...
Now i just cant stand the predictable situation...
Imagine that you know what you gonna do
for the next day and the day after tomorrow...
Everything is the same...OMG frustrating !!

I wanna go for movies !!
window shopping or perhaps really shop :D
hang out with them guys !!
too bad all of them involve cash ><
Needa keep some cash for the coming trips :(

Yea...talking about trips
Going to JB soon !! woohoo !!
it'll be my first time there...haha
hopefully no rain during the trips
hopefully we'll go there safe and come back safely ><
And hopefully i will enjoy myself there :D
And and and...hope that we can make it to another trip
keep my finger crossed :D
I am a hopeful person XD

Another thing...
I am proud to be a Malaysian because of two things
The food and the Talent :D
Malaysian can really sing their face off...
They kick ass at international stage and make us proud
But seriously looking at who got gold for the BEST NEW ARTIST
was so disappointing....dont spoil the industry you people !!
In my opinion...
singer suppose to sing at least better than ordinary people
If you cant do that....get lost !!!!!!!!!










PS:Another week is here
I dont wanna know what i gonna do 2moro !!
Help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!

a trip down memory lane

I've been busy in the afternoon
these few days...doing some cleaning in my room
My room had been a mess since class started at college
So...its time to clean up the mess
Unbelievable huh ?
Maybe cuz its holiday and i've got nothing much to do
Anyway...its still great to see a clean room
But the process is a little exhausting i would say

Actually its not that bad
I found so many small things which i had forgotten about
Class photos during secondary and primary school
Diaries and notes from the past
Things i bought last time which i thought are useless now
Letters and Cards from old friends
All of them make me have flashbacks
Recall back those special moments is awesome...
So funny and i thought i was an idiot...lol
Did so many silly things....lol

Besides that
I realize im not that environmentally friendly
The A4 paper i need to recycle is ridiculously a lot
Its scary...but at least im recycling them :D
Guess what i used those papers for ?? lol
My previous drawing is hilarious....
Some are still okay...just some proportion problem
Some are so ugly...when i first saw them
i send them to the recycle area... XD
so are really old...and funny looking...
What was i thinking...lol
But its one of the steps that make my drawing look better
Good to see improvement !! :D

Recently (yesterday)
I've changed my profile picture on facebook to Stitch...
Something gotta do with the Kids...
Week of the Rights of Children...
So to show support...i joined the activity :D
Some of my friends joined the thing too !!
So fun looking at everyone's cartoon faces
It brought us back to our childhood memories too
Oww can i say i'll love cartoons no matter how old i am ?
I think it really gonna happen XD

Flashing back all the memories i had with cartoons
All the Disney ones...Little Mermaid...Snow White...
Cartoon Network ones...and so so many...
Little Lulu !! Madeline !! PB&J Otter !! Bear in the Big Blue House !!
Rolie Polie Olie !! so so miss all of them !!!!!
Without them im nothing...seriously...
Cartoons have such a big effect on the growth of a child
its so important for their creativity and imagination and all
Cartoon rocks !! my life would suck without you !! :D















PS:
The only cartoon i watch now is THE SIMPSONS :(
I want all of them back into my life !! IMY !!

自由落體

Disappointment is just
one of the thing in the world
that I hate a lot....
But I found out that its actually us
that make disappointment exist
Disappointment happens when
there's failure of expectations...

People used to say
If you expect a lot
The disappointment that comes after will be more
Its just the thing that i learnt
since i was still a lil kid...
So i usually will not have that much of expectations
in most of the situation...
Just to make sure I'll be okay
when the disappointment comes...

No matter how you prepare for it
disappointment still suck !!
I freaking hate that feeling...
like the hope is gone.... :(
So yea...
expectations may bring disappointment
but we cant stop hoping and having dreams...
cuz life'll be just too dull without them :)

Freedom is one of the thing i wish for
And lucky enough...i got that in my life :)
Freedom of choices in life...
Freedom of doing the thing that i love...
and so many more....
Thanks to my understanding parents and family
I know how awful to have zero percent of freedom in life
Its really bad...and pitiful...
Thats why i appeciate the freedom i got
And i felt lucky and blessed to have so much freedom
seriously.... thank god !! thank mom and dad :)


PS:I Love Freedom !!
I Dont Love Disappointment !!
I Love ....holiday !! haha

雨過天陰

Waiting for the rain to end...
And the rain will come again another time...
I hate to say that i dont like rain
I know we cant change anything about that...
Just have to deal with it...
like everything else in life that is unchangeable...
Damn !! haha

Read the newspaper this morning
found out a quite interesting section...
Few University students listed out ten things
that they feel U-students should do
during the time they're still in U...
Some ideas were really awesome...

One of the students said that
discovering new ways to get to your destination is interesting
instead of using the same old way to get to campus
you should go with other choices...
But i think his idea is to walk...and not drive...
only then you'll get to experience and see
what you never see before XD

Most of the students said that
Travelling is a MUST during this period of time
Like 85% of them listed it as one of the "Ten Things"
There must be a reason for that XD
Regardless of the money problem...
I think it is a fun thing to do...haha
Experience life and the place and also the people
We can learn how to plan well too ( according to them XD )
But the main problem is money...
thats why one of the "Ten Things" is also money making
by doing part time job and stuff...lol

I used to think that
Life is too short to have regrets
And now im thinking
I want my life to be full of surprises
not living just like that...and die with nothing...
That is why im trying my best
to create more MOMENTS in life
so that i can be proud of my self
for living my life well :D













PS:Life is really too short to be wise and boring
So its our job to fill it with so so many things...
so many craziness and so many laughters... XD
So LIVE YOUR LIFE !!

Waiting for the End

"Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strenght to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control....."

Freakin love this song !!
Never thought i would like Linkin Park that much
but i really cant help but keep liking their songs
their songs are amazing and they rock big time !!
Hope that more good music will come out soon
from them....to be liked :)

Its almost the end for November
Its the season for relaxing and resting
I'll get to do that very soon !!
I cant wait to get back to those days
that we can be laid back at home
Plus so many big days are around the corner
Christmas XD !! New Year !! Chinese New Year :D !!
Felt the joyness already by just mentioning...XD

This year has been awesome !!
especially having two semester of awesomeness...
two semester of amazing new friends...
and two semester of surprises in life...
I couldnt ask for more...love it appreciate all of them !!
May god bless me with a year as good as this next year :)
I know i sound so "in love with life" everytime
but thats just how i feel... XD

Now im just waiting for the end to come
which is on Monday...
The happiness and satisfaction of
completing all the assignments is great !!
Looking at them i feel so satisfied...
They definitely can look better...
but i think the original version is really not bad
Of course there's still room for improvement
But thats for next year :)
Now im just so relief....woohoo !!

Holiday im coming !! lol


PS:
Blogging is that kinda thing which
you can hardly put a STOP to... XD